The Red journal


“I am certain of nothing but of the holiness of the Heart’s affections and the truth of Imagination – What the imagination seizes as Beauty must be truth – whether it existed before or not – for I have the same idea of all our passions as of love: they are all, in their sublime, creative of essential beauty” – John Keats

Two girls from Fiction |


3 The american girl |

4 Jaco Jansen |1*|

5 Jade, Bryan and two other girls |


9 David Driver|

10 Micah Friedland|

11 Neville Seal| 

12 Taylor |

13 Douglas |2|

“As happens sometimes, a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment.” – John Steinbeck, Of Mice and Men

14 Indian guy with bad breath |

15 Steven |3|

16 Teddy Torres |4|

17 Derrick |5|

18 Mike |6|

19 Joel |

20 Pablo |

21 Patrick Norr |7*|

22 Chanel Ruby |

23 Herman Botha|

24 Guy with flip-flops |

25 Renate |

26 Zayne |8|

“Amelia smiled, and that smile, although sad, lit up the darkly furrowed face, made the silence voluble, made the remoteness familiar, was the divulgence of a secret, the surrender of a hitherto protected possession, which though it might be taken back could never be so entirely.”- Franz Kafka (The Castle)

27 Christo Paxton |12|

28 Guys at Strawberry Tik |


30 Myer |

31 Jesse Chinn|

32 Three guys in Bathhouse |



35 Englishman |9|

36 Toby |10*|

37 The Greek |11|

38 Gary |

39 Colin |

“…you have to be an artist and a madman, a creature of infinite melancholy, with a bubble of hot poison in your loins and a super-voluptuous flame permanently aglow in your subtle spine (oh, how you have to cringe and hide!), in order to discern at once, by ineffable signsthe slightly feline outline of a cheekbone, the slenderness of a downy limbs, and other indices which despair and shame and tears of tenderness forbid me to tabulatethe little deadly demon among the wholesome children; she stands unrecognised by them and unconscious herself of her fantastic power.” ― Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita

40 Alain |13|

41 Daniel |

42 Rose |

43 Duncan |

44 Matt Fox |14|

45 Brett Anolik |

46 Hertzog’s girlfriend |

47 Tarry Terra |

48 Robert (the pirate) |

49 Shyam |15|

50 Roy Gluckman|16|

51 Chantelle |

52 Jess Diamonds |

“So she thoroughly taught him that one cannot take pleasure without giving pleasure, and that every gesture, every caress, every touch, every glance, every last bit of the body has its secret, which brings happiness to the person who knows how to wake it. She taught him that after a celebration of love the lovers should not part without admiring each other, without being conquered or having conquered, so that neither is bleak or glutted or has the bad feeling of being used or misused.” ― Hermann Hesse, Siddhartha

53 Reece |

54 Chantel |

55 Rafiel |

56 Chris |

57 Lawrence |

58 Denis |

59 Nimrod |

60 Keletso |

61 John-Carlos |

62 Mercy |

63 Pieter WD |17|

64 David |

65 Phil |

“Anonymity doesn’t muffle coincidence: it makes the coincidences more outlandish.” –Ghostwritten by David Mitchell

66 Johan |

67 Craig |

68 Alex Hosler |

69 Sarah |

70 Jodi |

71 Marthee |

72 The Filipino fire dancer |

73 Gene |

74 Kieron |

75 Creese |

76 Celeste and Indian guy |


78 Bronwyn |

“A cold moth with unusually dense dorsal tufts landed lightly on Rahel’s heart. Where its icy legs touched her, she got goosebumps. Six goosebumps on her careless heart. A little less her Ammu loved her.” – Arundhati Roy, The God of Small Things

79 Kono |18|

80 Janus Jordaan |

81 Johan |

82 Jewish guy |

83 Arlin |19|

84 Actor from Hothouse |20|

85 Tyrone |21|

86 Guido |

87 Chandre’s date |

88 Ashley |

89 Shazaa |22|

90 John Trengove |23|

91 Sagan |26|

“He could do only one thing at a time. If he held her, he couldn’t kiss her. If he kissed her, he couldn’t see her. If he saw her, he couldn’t feel her.”- Arundhati Roy, The God of Small Things

92 Peter |

93 Taz |

94 Byron Arthur Clark |

95 Sjarmante |

96 Anton/Heidi |

97 Andrew Arnott |24|

98 MC |25|

99 Laz |

100 Dogan |

101 Dogan |27|

102 Guram Sherozia |28|

103 Frenchman in jacuzzi |

104 Tall dutchman |

“I want to hold you close like a lute,

so we can cry out with loving.

You would rather throw stones at a mirror?

I am your mirror, and here are the stones.

Late, by myself, in the boat of myself,

no light and no land anywhere,

cloudcover thick, I try to stay

just above the surface, yet I’m already under

and living within the ocean” – Rumi

105 Jake |

106 Imogen |

107 Mefail |29|

108 Omer Or |30|

109 Mai-III |

110 Mel |

111 Igorü |31|

112 Jew at urinal |32|

113 Daniel |33|

114 Bookku |34|

115 Tom |35|

116 Victor |36|

117 Victoria |37*|

“We always imagine eternity as something beyond our conception, something vast, vast! But why must it be vast? Instead of all that, what if it’s one little room, like a bath house in the country, black and grimy and spiders in every corner. and that’s all eternity is? I sometimes fancy it like that.”
― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Crime and Punishment

118 Dennis |38|

Man in sauna |39|

119 Italian in corridor |40|

Kid at Babylon |41|

120 Chico de argentino en la bosques |42|

121 Asian piggy |43|

122 The receptionist |44*|

123 Jay Khanna |45|

Rado |46|

124 Marcos Díez |

125 All he said: Come with me |47|

126 Mohammed |48|

127 19yo John |49|

“The people resemble a wild beast, which, naturally fierce and accustomed to live in the woods, has been brought up, as it were, in a prison and in servitude, and having by accident got its liberty, not being accustomed to search for its food, and not knowing where to conceal itself, easily becomes the prey of the first who seeks to incarcerate it again.” – Niccolò Machiavelli, The Prince

Malay Dav |50|

128 Salman |51|

129 Joris |52|

130 Bram |53|

131 Peter ‘Watson’ |54|

132 Daniele in PJs |

133 (I don’t bottom) Dylan |55|

134 Side-face Stef |56|

135 Flight attendant Gal |57|

136 Motörhead Alex |

137 Lucas |58|

138 Rafael |

139 Adir |59|

“Once there were brook trout in the streams in the mountains. You could see them standing in the amber current where the white edges of their fins wimpled softly in the flow. They smelled of moss in your hand. Polished and muscular and torsional. On their backs were vermiculate patterns that were maps of the world in its becoming. Maps and mazes. Of a thing which could not be put back. Not be made right again. In the deep glens where they lived all things were older than man and they hummed of mystery.” –Cormac McCarthy, The Road

140 Muscle man with lollipop |

141 Jonathan |60|

142 André |61*|

143 Hugo no español |62|

144 Ricardo |63|

145 Are you famous Manuel? |64|

146 Pubcrawl chaperone |

147 Panamanian Jorge |65|

148 Air host Martín |66|

149 Detroit Chris |67|150 Fillipe |68|

LA Brett |69|

Underwear party throat fuck & feet guy |70|

“It’s always the eyes. That’s how you know. A glance held just that little bit too long, dragged off to the one side, like the trail of a Very light in the dark. […] Not my words, something somebody said to me once. ‘A certain liquidity of the eye.’ ” The Man on the Platform, Queers

151 City banquero |

152 Jesus Freak BJ a Glam |71|

153 JF’s amigo |

154 Venezuelan chico vecino |72|

155 NYE Techno house party dancer 1 |

156 NYE Techno house party dancer 2 |

157 NYE Techno house party dancer 3 |

Underwear party sweaty Asian |73|

Underwear party wolf came throat fuck |74|

Underwear party Nate |75|

Underwear party man in the dark |76|

Underwear party man being fucked |77|

Underwear party man in the dark |78|

“Man is conceived in sin and born in corruption and he passeth from the stink of the didie to the stench of the shroud. There is always something.” – Robert Pen Warren, All the King’s Men

158 Montevideo Facu |79|

159 Uruguayan chico en el arbustos |80|

Rio Grande failed sex |81|

160 Lithe Joäo |82|

161 Lucio VII |83|

162 Carnaval couple |

163 Carnaval couple |

164 Carnaval black guy |

165 Carnaval Sandra |

166 Carnaval Allan |

167 Carnaval Sarah |

Rio sauna man |84|

Rio sauna man at the direction of another |85|

“Men say they only learn this but he said that no creature can learn that which his heart has no shape to hold.” -Cormac McCarthy, All the Pretty Horses

Rio sauna bald man |86|

Rio sauna older black man |87|

Rio sauna throat fuck |88|

Rio sauna TV room man money shot |89|

Rio sauna alley fuck |90|

168 Rio sauna muscle dude |91|

169 Bruno husband |92|

170 Carnaval man |

171 Carnaval woman |

172 Carnaval man with hardon |

173 Carnaval black youth |

174 Carnaval man passerby |

175 Carnaval man passing the time |

“‘People notice only what you tell them to notice,’ he said. ‘And then only if you remind them.'”-Michael Chabon, The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay

176 Carnaval bald man |

177 Santiago mamardor |93|

Habitaciòn 808: Tienes leche? |94|

178 Xoca Zona bloco man 1 |

179 Xoca Zona bloco man 2 |

180 Xoca Zona bloco man 3 |

Rio sauna faceless man 1 |95|

Rio sauna faceless man 2 |96|

Rio sauna faceless man 3 |97|

Rio sauna faceless man 4 |98|

Rio sauna faceless man 5 |99|

Rio sauna faceless man 6 |100|

Rio sauna faceless men 7 |101|

“So I took Anse. And when I knew that I had Cash, I knew that living was terrible and that this was the answer to it. That was when I learned that words are no good; that words don’t ever fit even what they are trying to say at. When he was born I knew that motherhood was invented by someone who had to have a word for it because the ones that had the children didn’t care whether there was a word for it or not. I knew that fear was invented by someone that had never had the fear; pride, who never had the pride. I knew that it had been, not that they had dirty noses, but that we had had to use one another by words like spiders dangling by their mouths from a beam, swinging and twisting and never touching” -As I Lay Dying, William Faulkner

Rio sauna faceless man 8 |102|

Rio sauna faceless man 9 |103|

181 Rio sauna faceless man 10 |104|

182 Rio sauna faceless man 11 |

183 Couldn’t get it up for: Room 501 |105|

184 Dutch dude who did what he was told |106|

185 Alp…? (like the king he said) |

186 Latin Party Lapa dude |

187 TV bar man being blown |

188 Leonardo |107|

TV bar area man |108|

189 TV bar black dude |109|

TV bar area man |110|

“My dearest Sixsmith, I shot myself through the roof of my mouth this morning, with Vyvyan Ayrs’ Luger. A true suicide is a paced, disciplined certainty. People pontificate “suicide is a coward’s act”. Couldn’t be further from the truth. Suicide takes tremendous courage. Don’t let them say I killed myself for love. Had my infatuations, but we both know in our hearts who is the sole love of my short, bright life.” –David Mitchell, Cloud Atlas 

TV bar older area man |111|

TV bar area man with glasses |112|

TV bar older area man |113|

TV bar area man |114|

TV bar curly haired area man called André |115|

TV bar area man throat fuck |116|

TV bar fat old area man |117|

TV bar big area man with glasses |118|

190 TV bar area man in ass-less jocks  |119|

191 Copacabana Bruno |120|

192 Hospedaria bathroom Marco |121|

Rio sauna man |122|

Rio sauna man |123|

“I hid the dovesmall doll but something found it. Frightened
I gave the fire what was left. Surrounding, it mulled
dulcet over the melting jeweled two blue eyes.
That night our hearth was desolate, but then its stones
sprung flowered and the soaring rafters arched.
Now all the house laughs, the sun shouts out clearly: dawn!
the sea owes us all its treasures; under the soft the riotous
explosion of our waking kiss or gift, a stone plucked or shorn
free of gravity falls upward for us, slow, and lies there, quietly.”
-Marie Ponsot, Anniversary

Rio sauna man with stubble |124|

Rio sauna man throat fuck |125|

Rio sauna fat guy |126|

Rio sauna guy I came on |127|

Rio sauna guy fucked in darkroom |128|

Rio sauna guy fucked in cabin |129|

Rio sauna Philippino Toy |130|

193 Ouro Preto Mateo |131|

194 Failed sex at the Church of Senhora das Mercés e Miseicórdia, Luis |132|

Airbnb host, Will |133|

195 & 196 Failed sex with the casal feliz, Victor&Shane |134 135|

Chili pepper BH Black biter |136|

Chilli pepper BH Gostoso Jesus guy |137|

 “In the eyes of the restless and the longing, Providence often appears to be worse than inscrutable: an unreliable Omnipotence given to haphazard whimsies in dealing with its own creatures, choosing at random some among them to be rent with tragic deprivations and others to be petted with blessing upon blessing.” – Booth Tarkington, Alice Adams

Chilli pepper BH drunk bear |138|

Chilli pepper BH bear facial |139|

Chilli pepper BH old guy |140|

Chilli pepper BH guy who went “Nah!” |141|

Chilli pepper BH slender guy |142|

Chilli pepper big dude facial |143|

197 Horny PornoParty Vitor |

Horny PornoParty man 1 |144|

Horny PornoParty man 2 |145|

198 Horny PornoParty Daniel |146|

Horny PornoParty man 4 |147|

Horny PornoParty man 5 |148|

Horny PornoParty man 6 |149|

“I think… if it is true that there are as many minds as there are heads, then there are as many kinds of love as there are hearts.” -Leo Tolstoy, Anna Karenina

Horny PornoParty man 7 facial |150|

Horny PornoParty man 8 |151|

Horny PornoParty man 9 |152|

Horny PornoParty man 10 facial |153|

199 Horny PornoParty Rezon |

Chilli pepper BH muscle dude |154|

Chilli pepper BH pushy old man |155|

Chilli pepper BH curly haired dude |156|

Chilli pepper BH the mountain |157|

Chilli pepper BH gross old man |158|

CP SP Grandpa McSnaggle Tooth |159|

CP SP Giant South American Ogre |160|

CP SP Beat it old man |161|


“Read it if you like or don’t read it if you like. Because you make so little impression, you see. You get born and you try this and you don’t know why only you keep on trying it and you are born at the same time with a lot of other people, all mixed up with them, like trying to, having to, move your arms and legs with string only the same strings are hitched to all the other arms and legs and the others all trying and they don’t know why either except that the strings are all in one another’s way like five or six people all trying to make a rug on the same loom only each one wants to weave his own pattern into the rug; and it can’t matter, you know that, or the Ones that set up the loom would have arranged things a little better, and yet it must matter because you keep on trying and then all of a sudden it’s all over and all you have left is a block of stone with scratches on it provided there was someone to remember to have the marble scratched and set up or had time to, and it rains on it and then sun shines on it and after a while they don’t even remember the name and what the scratches were trying to tell, and it doesn’t matter. And so maybe if you could go to someone, the stranger the better, and give them something-a scrap of paper-something, anything, it not to mean anything in itself and them not even to read it or keep it, not even bother to throw it away or destroy it, at least it would be something just because it would have happened, be remembered even if only from passing from one hand to another, one mind to another, and it would be at least a scratch, something, something that might make a mark on something that was once for the reason that it can die someday, while the block of stone can’t be is because it never can become was because it can’t ever die or perish…”
William Faulkner, Absalom, Absalom!


CP SP Yummie lill’ Short Stacks |162|

CP SP Fat Foot-job guy |163*|

CP SP Corridor dude |164|

CP SP Gaysian fuck |165|

CP SP Skinny dude who kneeled |166|

CP SP Old dude aint quit |167|

CP SP Gummy old man |168|

CP SP Long haired man: It was very good |169|

200 CP SP Kenny, the force of nature |170|

201 Rio Branco, more failed sex: Fabricio |171|

202 Sexo buenísimo, Reinaldo: give me your feet|172|